Since my days in middle school I was never on of the part of the "Cool kids groups" that all middle schools had & I was fine with that. It never got me into the trouble that came with it. So never got the wild & craziness that followed as well. I guess you can say that I was smart for no doing anything that was "cool" by some people. Plus at the time it you need to try to make a name for yourself was needed to see how popular your going to be was a must by that time sames to be require as well.
I never did anything that I know that I was going to get me into trouble. So I just had boring time in middle school. As time passed I just minded my know business & got thru middle school with little to no problem at all. I do make a few friends, but most of them moved away as time move on.
As I got to high school I did feel so alone At that point. It was hard to make some new friends that I seen very day. So I just try to be in a great mood at all times so that I seem that there was nothing wrong. At time I as just so down that it was starting to kill my happiness. My parents where going through a hard time. My grandmother on my mom's side had lung cancer & not doing very well herself.
As I got home from school I just feel like nobody cared about me at all. I know that high school is a hard time for anybody, but on this level that I was feeling at this part of my life. So I just had to talk to somebody. I told my mom about that I was just not my happy self & I think there is something wrong with me. So went to see my doctor & he just thought it was just a phase or something worst. So he give me a perception for a some pills to see if they will help me. No different what so ever they didn't work at all.
One as I was just flipping around the radio station I heard a song that I never heard before. Now the type of music that I was mostly listen to at the time was country & it was a good to relax to at anytime that I was need to chill out to. As the song played on my stereos I was just amazed on what the message that the song was telling me at the time.
I shortly found out the the name of the song & name of the band. So I know that one day that I must found the Aluam